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New journal time. It isn't completely ready yet but what the hell. Tonight's entry is over here ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) unknown_lj.
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[28 Mar 2005|11:49am] |
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HUCKAPOO
sign of the Apocalypse or spunky new girl group?
Discuss
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[27 Mar 2005|10:21pm] |
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I just got back from the vet. She's gone. My baby girl is gone. I've known this day was coming for a while, but it still hurts. Crystal was lying on my father's lap when she had a seizer. We took her to the vet where they told us she had high blood pressure, had detached retinas, and was bleeding into her right eye. All that combined with all the other things that she'd been doing as of late the vet though that she might have a brain tumor. She wasn't certain, was had a choice of putting her on meds or putting her to sleep. I made the very hard but right choice. When the vet brought her in for us to say goodbye and i was holding her, she wasn't my kitty. I don't know if that makes any sense. My Crystal would have jumped out of my arms and headed straight for the door, crying as if to say get me the fuck out of here NOW. This cat just kinda awkwardly stood on my lap. When I petted her on her head she didn't lean into the pet or even shut her eyes really tight like always or even lift her chin so you could get a good scratch going. It wasn't my baby. My baby died on my father's lap and this was just her cat shell. I know this may sound strange and corny or maybe I'm delusional but it makes me feel a little better to think of her dying like that rather than being put to sleep in some strange hospital. She died where she was comfortable, in daddy's lap.
I've had her for 19 wonderful years and will miss her with all my heart. But she's with Lic and Shoes and Thumper and Beta. She's at peace now and in more more pain.
R.I.P
Crystal Charles
September 1986-March 27, 2005
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[24 Mar 2005|01:07pm] |
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Just to let you guys know, as of today I will slowly begin killing um...doing away with um... oh hell....
I'm getting sick of this journal. I've had this name for years and I'm kinda sick of it. Soon my paid account will be expired or for all I know it could already be, anyway with the leaving of that paid account so goes uberelephant. But I'm in the LJ world too deep and therefor cannot give it up. I'll be back soon to give you the name of my new journal as soon as I figure it out myself.
laters
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[20 Feb 2005|12:34am] |
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I should be on my date right now, or atleast have it coming to an end. But no, Dan hasn't talked to me since last Saturday. You know the first date we were supposed to go on. I can't deal with this shit. I finally decide to try the older guy hoping that there would be a maturity level that I just couldn't find with the younger ones. Nope I get the 27 year old with the mentality of a 12 year old little girl. I gave him the benefit of the doubt, I had no real plans other than the "date" for tonight so I gave him until friday to call me with plans. Nothing.
I called out of work on Friday. Now normally Friday night is TGIFriday's night for the Costco good. Since I was dying in bed I did not go, but that didn't stop work people from calling. Now Dan is one of those costco people yet he is the only one that didn't call my cell.
Oh well I'll find out if I'm on the shit list at work tomorrow or today or whatever.
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| It's 3:44 and i just got home... |
[05 Feb 2005|03:43am] |
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Dan asked me me out on a date tonight. i said yes, but i'm not really sure. there is no harm in trying though.
oh and kelly i tried to call you but that didn't work so i'll tell you here. you'll never in a million years guess who asked me to call them some time. Will!! Yes Kevin's brother! How messed up is that? You know what else is messed up, how very cute Will got.
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[30 Jan 2005|11:10am] |
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I made a new Friend today. Her name is Sydney and she just turned 3. We had a tea party and played with balloons. Then she let me sit next to her during cake and she fed me the first bite.
I love being the only childless person at a 2 year olds birthday party.
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[23 Jan 2005|11:56pm] |
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I think I've fixed my computer. The only problem being that now I only have a shell; no saved files, no itunes library, no saved bookmarks...nothing.
I've had this computer since the fall of 2000, do you have any idea how much shit I had on it. And yes it was shit...but it was important shit.
Oh well, life will go on
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| Time for your local PSA |
[10 Jan 2005|11:02am] |
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While purple hooter shooters make themselves out to be teh yummy by tasting like a pineapple upside down cake. They are in fact not teh yummy, they are TEH EVOL!!!!
And Now You Know!
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| Ummm....Happy Hoildays? |
[07 Jan 2005|10:11am] |
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Wow..it's been a while...lets see what's been going on...
Finally made it to the Break For Moose show at Dodge Street. Mike wasn't working so no free drinks, but there was an abundance of people under 21 including Maura and Matt and people over 21 were the people I went to high school with. So that was strange, so strange in fact that "Teenie" must have reverted back to high school because he called me Erin after saying hi to Nate.The show was great after the mass removal of the minors.
Speaking of...Erin came back to Peabody for Christmas. The ride up there was very scary with Jen driving and not really knowing where to go. We really should have just had Erin meet us at her old apartment. Then we went to the Maine Mall to try to surprise Paul with Christmas gift and he wasn't working. We got to briefly meet Ryan. The ride home consisted of butchered Disney songs and rain.
Christmas Eve at the McRobbies and then Christmas morning that consisted of us gathering around the...new window? Oh well, what are you going to do? Erin spent most of Christmas in bed, but got up in time to meet Shauna...everyone join with me and congratulate her. I was going to drive her back to Maine at 6 in the morning on Sunday but in an extended Christmas gift my parents decided to drive her so we could sleep in a little. I believe that's the whole condensed version of Christmas. Oh my mother has decided to give me up and try to claim Erin as her new daughter, so good luck with that Erin.
New Year's Eve was interesting. Went to Costco to pick up my Christmas present, 4 new tires for my car....score! The wait was 3 hours, but Mark told me to come back after awhile. I love having connections! While I was there I decided to go over to ditch Deb's thing and go over to Jimmy's for the night and hang with the couples. Now I can't say anything bad because they really try hard to not make me feel like the odd man out, but still. Anyway, we (well most of us) played Magic until the flow of alcohol became too over powering. However not for me because I had to biggest headache from sit in Liberty Tree Mall traffic, so any booze I drank just made my head feel worse therefore limiting what I could drink.
Also finally got my car inspected and I had to pay 29 dollars. Apparently Honda North isn't Honda North anymore, it's Honda North Pre-owned Center and I no longer can get free inspection from there.
Finally saw Kelly. And it's all her fault. Let me explain...We spent most of the day listening to the couple that's in wuv that I wanted to puke. But I did learn that gorgeous Maura is really a freak with lop sided ears. Anyway we also spent the time taking music from my CDs to put in her iPod which kinda made me want one.
The next day I go into work and the only iPods we have left are the display model so I buy the 20GB one for...and get this 150.97. The original price was 279.99! I wasn't expecting Todd to take that much off of it, the only thing that wrong with it is that it's a little dirty from people holding it and the back of it has all the sticky stuff from the alarm sensor. For the stuff on the back all you need it a Q-tip, a little nail polish remover, and about 20 minutes. Finding all the parts to the display model was slightly more difficult but since at the time we were in the middle of a snow storm, we weren't busy.
Sad goodbye to Nate on Wednesday. I'm glad Jen picked up on the fact that I was not going to drive her home, that I needed to talk to him alone. Yes I cried, but it was a good cry. We're friends and nothing will change that.
Hmmm...I will not be making the trip up to Maine for Paul's birthday. The party has either been canceled or he just doesn't want me there. I already told Heather that she can go ahead and schedule me.
Oh and I can't forget, since I'm so far behind on reading other people's journals I feel weird responding to a comment that was made so long ago....
HI DAVE!!!!! I hope your holidays were wonderful :)
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| Deleted because I can... |
[17 Nov 2004|01:23am] |
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...and because I feel a lot better.
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[11 Nov 2004|09:31pm] |
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You know something I hate. I hate it when you finally decide to sit down and write out an in-depth journal entry and your computer freezes when you hit the update button. I really hate that. Now what did I write about. There was a list of thing I have to do tomorrow but don't want to do. More bitching about work. Hmmm.... oh yeah here's something:
I was listening to NOW 16 while putting on my makeup before work the other day (yes this is important) and the song Redneck Woman came on. Have you heard this song? This song used to be me. It made me really sad to think about it. When did I become the high maintenance friend of the group?
( Redneck Woman lyrics )
Except replace Tanya Tucker with Reba McEntire. God I used to love her. If anyone out there is looking for a Christmas present for me hint hint, and Greatest Hit or something would be much loved.
PS: This is the best response ever to the fans screaming about Lucas screwing with their fondest childhood memories. Stolen Borrowed from mouseybrown on Fandom_Wank.
George Lucas didn't rape my childhood. He merely touched in an inappropriate manner. (ok my computer is being all screwy and I can't get to the responses in the Fake!Wank to get the quote. That's the basic gist of it anyway.
Is is sad that Fandom_Wank is now really my only fandom?
ETA: The real quote is: "George Lucas didn't rape my childhood. But he did touch it in an inappropriate way."
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[08 Nov 2004|09:19pm] |
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Today I had my first full since August and man did it f-ing hurt.
There are so many things that I really need to do. I should have gotten some of them don't today, you know with the not going to work and all, but nope didn't do a damn thing today other than go to my appointment.
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[07 Nov 2004|08:31pm] |
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Shhhhh!!!! Don't tell anyone but I'm banging out of work tomorrow.
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[04 Oct 2004|09:23pm] |
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Okay so I didn't misplace my cell phone, more like I left it at work. However currently it's dead, although it did turn on long enough for me to see that I have six new messages. Never are you more popular than when you can't answer the phone. So those that called I will get to you as soon as I can listen to the lovely messages you left me, which should be so time tomorrow.
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[03 Oct 2004|08:39pm] |
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In other news I have misplaced my cell phone.
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| How do I spend my rare Saturday off |
[25 Sep 2004|05:59pm] |
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woke up at around 7 in the morning, for no reason what-so ever
went to hannaford to buy ingredients for chili, where i was accosted by people i really have no interest in talking to i.e. Ken and Dan
made said chili which was wonderful
got jalapeno juice on my hand, it burrrrrnnnnnssssss
watched Bring It On
and if that wasn't bad enough I watched Bring It On Again after. It pains me to say it, but the original was better
my plans for the night involve going out with marie, but I don't really feel like going into Salem to get drunk. Even if Mike is working and we won't have to pay.
I should go, the dryer has stopped.
PS...hand still burns
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[24 Sep 2004|10:34am] |
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Quick update in the life of Tracie...
Still at Costco, unfortunately, but I've gotten to the point where I'm looking outside of my degree. I just want out.
I've opened my eyes about certain thing pertaining to my social life, or really lack there of.
Found Kelly and will precede to let her get drunk and vent.
Added Dave to my friends list. Hi Dave!
I know the saying is don't hate the player hate the game, and I will fully admit that I was played, but when I see Jeff putting his moves on others I kinda get a sick feeling n my stomach.
Got a new tattoo, it's an all black taurus sign on my left hip.
Had to buy pants at Guess that were 32 short, very sad. I tried the regulars and there was about four inches of extra material hanging off my feet.
For some reason I've become obsessed with 80's hair metal
I think that's it, nothing too special
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